Wildflower Prep

This morning I woke up to the sound of birds singing by the fountain outside my window and the smell of the ocean breeze wafting into my room. I had spent the night with my friend Kate and we woke up at 5AM to go to Adrienne's yoga class at Power of Your Om in Santa Barbara. Afterward, we grabbed coffee at Handlebar Coffee Roasters (my favorite coffee spot) then I had breakfast at Cajun Kitchen with Cosy. It feels just like old times, just like my old life.

Part of me misses this wealthy beach community, but a larger part of me is so grateful I am not a part of this culture anymore. It is so easy to revert back to that yoga-girl-living-in-the-city lifestyle: Drinking coffee with the girls, watching the sunset on the beach, worrying about the fact that the girl next to me in yoga class looks better in her luluLemon pants than I do... It's not the life I want.

If I was offered the choice between living in Santa Barbara or Bend again, I would choose Bend every single time.

But it is so nice to be in my second home, to see my amazing friends and to catch up with my favorite shop owners. Santa Barbara was a huge part of my life and it will always hold a special spot in my heart.

Training has not been so great. I spent the past three weeks doing the wrong workout. Whoopsidaisy. I definitely would have benefited by staying in Oregon these past two weeks and training at elevation, but I made my choice and I have appreciated my vacation greatly. I am figuring out what I want in life and what I want to accomplish. It sounds life a selfish time in my life, but oddly enough, I think I am becoming less self-focused in the process.

Wildflower is less than a week away and I am ready to go have some fun on Lynch Hill. I do not expect to do well during this race. Honestly, my foot has been bothering me a great amount this trip. But I want to go out and finish and see what I am capable of in this stage of life. I feel confident that I will finish in under three hours and I am excited that my mom is coming to cheer me on.

Thanks for all the positive thoughts, y'all! Stoked for my abilities and for a great group of supporters!

Smells Like Christmas

"It smells like Christmas," Emily said as she opened the car door and stepped out onto my driveway.

"Ha! Yeah, I guess it does," I chuckled.

"Is that a deer?!" I love that all of my out-of-state friends are always amazed by the deer here. To Central Oregonians, it's no big deal to see a deer, but everyone else is captivated by their presence. My physical therapist who just moved down from Bellingham still stops working, grabs his phone and takes multiple pictures when one walks up to the office window... which is almost every time we meet.

From the office

But this is home now. At least, it's a temporary home away from home. Which is funny, because that was what I thought Santa Barbara was when I moved there for college. Now Santa Barbara feels like my true home while Oregon feels foreign to me, like new territory. I am learning my favorite restaurants, the best spot to grab coffee and read the comics after church, favorite local running spots for when I am able to run again... it has been an exciting process.

I did not think I would be staying here for long. I thought for certain I would be back in Santa Barbara by September, but the doctor told me I needed to remain in the area for 12-18 months so he could meet with me monthly. The news was devastating... confusing. Why did God keep throwing these curveballs in my direction? I was pushing so hard to get home to my friends, clients and jobs, but something kept getting in the way.

The view from my house

So here I am. Living in Oregon. The land of Christmas. I have taken on a new job, which does not require me to run, squat, jump, swim, yell at people, etc. My friendships here have taken off faster than any I ever made in Santa Barbara. It's funny... I find that it is more difficult to find people I connect with, but when I do find someone and we click, we REALLY click. It's fantastic. I have not had one free night in over a month and I just love it.

Early morning sunrise

My old suitemate from college and her husband moved up here a couple of years ago and I've been able to build on that friendship even more. She has played a huge role in my life for the past seven years and I am so grateful to live near her again. Two of my best girlfriends from high school live here and have joined the running club that I started. One of them is Thai. I actually introduced her to her husband back in high school. She has been teaching me how to cook Thai food and I am so blessed by her. The other girl is this phenomenal singer that I used to be in jazz choir with. She is so full of life and joy and I feel refreshed every time I see her.

Tiff and me at Brew Fest

Picnic with Amanda

Making T-Shirts with Thanittha

Tiff!

Tumalo Falls

The new people I get to boss around on the track

I even met someone. Which is a funny story in itself. He is kind, funny, brilliant and he brings a ton of joy into my life.

This new phase in my life was totally unexpected, but I cannot complain. Life is good.

I still hope to return to Santa Barbara after the year here is finished, but I have learned not to make plans. Obviously, I do not control what happens to me!

Cheers to new adventures, fantastic friendships and being close to family again.

Spelunking with Emily, Kaylee, Trevor and Cory

My parents celebrating 29 years together on the Metolius

Shooting chipmunks in our backyard